Palestin Bumi Berdarah

Inilah rimbun syurga

bumi palestin mekar,

dengan lautan darah

percikan tangisan dan airmata

sakit,

pedih,

melihat anak-anaknya

terkorban satu-persatu

di persada jihad

yang mulia.

telah dinyatakan sabdanya

siapa yang mengawal palestin

mengawal dunia

benar!

itu yang terjadi

tiada sirna di sana 

selepas yahudi laknat

menjejak kaki

amarah durja memakan diri

petanda ya'juj dan ma'juj

terlepas kakinya

dari tembok tinggi dzulqarnain

rimbunan syurga kian hilang

tempat saudagar bertemu berseloka

Palestin terbahagi dua

di persada tinggi doktrin dunia

menunggu kiamat menjelma tiba

setelah negeri tuhan dilanda tulah

saat itulah datangnya baiah

Insyaallah,

semuanya kembali semula

ke asal negeri rimbun syurga.

Berimankah Aku?

Siapa yang becerita?

Aku.. 

Dia..

Atau Tuhan?

Kenapa aku persoalkan?

tentang mati..

   tentang sulit..

tentang makhluk..

tentang hati..

tentang dunia.

tentang akhirat..

tentang nabi dan rasul..

Siapakah aku?

Aku cuma hamba..

apakah aku beriman?

Ya dan Tidak!

Kenapa?

Aku tahu tuhan wujud

jadi?

tapi aku membelakangkannya.

patutkah?

wajarkah?

Tidak!

Jadi,berimankah aku?

Kenapa tanya dia?

siapakah dia?

seorang nabi..

seorang rasul...

seorang penyelamat..

jadi?

selamatkanlah aku!

Aku sedia membantu

tapi..

bantu dirimu dahulu.

bagaimana?

sunnahku,amalanku,hadisku

dan?

perkataan tuhan..

bagaimana aku mahu mendengarnya?

aku bukan malaikat

aku juga bukan rasul sepertimu

iqra'

apakah?

Al-Quran ditinggalkan untukmu

aku insaf

tuhanku,

terbentang sudah kasihmu

untuk hamba-hamba

sepertiku

seakanku

keliru,

buntu.

namun aku?

masih mencari

apakah erti iman

erti taqwa.

erti syumul dan luhur.

berimankah aku?

Tinta Keinsafan

saat itu,

segalanya menjadi debu dan habuk,

berterbangan ditiup angin 

sangkakala ditiupkan

semua musnah,semua gelisah

tangisan sendu tiada guna

menanti mahsyar yang sudah sedia,

amalan dihitung dengan saksama.

Bila???

bilakah hamba tuhan mahu insaf?

selepas gunung-gunung diruntuhkan?

selepas lautan-lautan diterbalikkan?

atau selepas langit dihempaskan ke bumi?

adakah perlu kami tunjukkan barzakh?

untuk menyedarkan manusia tentang azab neraka?

perlukah kami turunkan,

ababil dari an-nar?

Berderai tangisan kehampaan

menandakan kiamat sudah sampai.

berapa banyak amalan?

coretan penyesalan

menggunakan tinta berdarah

yang bertemakan keinsafan.

adakah sempat kita menulis?

adakah sempat kita mencari makna taubat?

mengutip sisa kebaikan.

mencari kepingan-kepingan pahala

jika itu yang bisa jadi bekalan.

Kecundang di gerbang syurga

Kau menyalahkan takdir

Setelah kecundang di gerbangnya

Kau cuba lari

mengelak dari hakikat

bersembunyi dalam alasan

Permainan sakti yang menguji minda

Badai besar menghakis terjal 

Antara dunia dan akhirat.

Di mana lebih utama?

Atau kau merasakan diri kau itu dewa?

Dalam hati ada nafas riak

dalam otak ada benak ujub

Benarkah kau sakti?

Adakah engkau ilusi?

Jangan dicari dalam sebuah mimpi

andai engkau tidak mengerti

Munafiknya engkau

berharap dunia ini terlentur

di bawah telapak noda dan dosa

kerana ditakhtanya tiada engkau sebagai ketua

Adakah pengertianmu terbatas

oleh madah-madah yang indah

yang menipu pancaindera

Apakah sebenarnya yang engkau cari?

dalam dunia yang tua 

menarik hamba tuhan agar lalai dan leka

mengejar kebendaan

yang indahnya hanya sementara...

Akhirnya,

kau sesat dalam dakapan iblis

lalu meminta peluang kedua..

tidakkah engkau malu

pada tuhanmu,

pada dirimu

padahal sewaktu dulu

engkau mencaci-maki..

Setelah dirimu belum bisa bertaubat

tuhanmu menarik nafas

mencarik nikmat

mengelar harapan dan semangat

di sana engkau mengharapkan syurga

akhirnya dirimu terlempar ke neraka

maka kau bertanya

salah siapakah ini semua?

Assignment ku~~~part 7

The hall is in commotion when the slide show of the students turns out to be the slide of Nourell pictures. The song of Albi Nadak plays together with the slide show. It’s kind of touching the audience hearts. Nourell feel very humiliated by this kind of situation. She come towards Umar and slaps him hard. Umar does not have a clue what has happening to her. Nourell grabbed Umar clothes and with the glare of hawk she asks him where Khalid is. “In the name of God,I swear I don’t know where he is. I only see him to get the pendrive. That’s all. I swear” .Umar never see her sister was that furious before, he thinks she’s really angry about something Khalid does with the slide show.
Suddenly, Nourell phone rings, Khalid’s call. She takes the call, with the angry tone she shouts at Khalid about the slide show. Khalid quiet until Nourell finish screaming at him. With the calm voice, Khalid apologizes to her because of his negligence. He explains to her that Umar took the wrong pendrive from his desk. After a while, Nourell began to calm down from her anger. Now she asked Khalid why he has many of her pictures. Suddenly still, he tells the truth about his feelings toward her. The feelings that he have keep from the start their eyes meet. Nourell ask him, why he’s absence for the convocation. Khalid tell Nourell that he have to go to Dubai to take over his family business. Nourell was poked by Khalid’s feelings towards her. She asked him where he is now. Khalid is speechless for a moment, Nourell asked him repeatedly about his position but Khalid still doesn’t speak. Nourell tears break from her eyes, she cried to him to tell her where he is now.
After the moment stillness, Khalid starts to speak. “Nourell, thank you for everything, I have a great moment with you. Hopefully you will find somebody better then me”. After that speech, he shut his phone and the hall is started to echo with Nourell tears mixed with the favourite song of her and Khalid that Khalid put in his slide show. Khalid left his friends, his lover, and his education to help his family in need. Left Nourell all alone.

Assignment ku~~~part 6

“Khalid! Where do you put your pendrive for the convocation ceremony?” Umar asked Khalid about his presentation. “emm...I think I put it on the desk, try to find it there”. Khalid told Umar that he put the pendrive on the desk. Umar go to Khalid study desk and pick one of the pendrive that are on the top of the table.
It was a lively situation. The convocation hall is filled with students wearing convocation cape. It was an outstanding scenario to be in the middle of these events. Nourell is waiting for Khalid to come and make the opening speech. Or else she has to get to the stage and give a speech herself. “Umar!” she called Umar. “Where on earth Khalid goes now?” Umar respond to her sister that Khalid will come eventually. “haizzz!” Nourell sigh, “what happens to you Khalid? Where do you go running of this time?” The University Chairman, lecturer and all of the audience start to make noise because of the delays. The Chairman asked Nourell about Khalid absence. Nourell tell the Chairman that she have no idea where Khalid have gone. The Chairman told her to start the ceremony, because the crowd have started to make hectic and certain of them have another place to attend. Nourell was conforms that Khalid will not make it to the ceremony, she get into the stage and start to make a speech.
The ceremony run smoothly afterwards, after the VVIP’s have gave their speech to the graduates, it’s time for students to make their performances such as singing, acting and public speaking. For closing the ceremony, Nourell wanted it to be memorable. She wanted to show the slide show of pictures that she and Khalid have been prepared together to all of their friends.”Umar! Please insert the pendrive that have the slide show of our university”, she asked Umar to help her in this presentation. Umar obey her sister instruction, he insert the pendrive into his laptop and start playing the slide show to the hall projector

Assignment ku~~~part 5

Umar left both of Nourell and Khalid in the hall. They start talking about what they should do in the convocation day. After a while, they conversation is departed. From the convocation day to the first time they meet. Khalid is being very friendly that day.they sits and talks about the past. Nourell feel very comfortable talking with him. She felt that Khalid was a very extra cheerful and very fun to communicate with that day. They talked until sunset. Adhan Maghreb’s echo means it time for them to grab their thing, close the hall and go home. Khalid asks Nourell to wait for him. He wants to walk with Nourell and send her home. Nourell agree, after Khalid close the hall. She walks along with Nourell, without a word.
They keep walking together. It’s only sunset but the environment seems like it was at dawn. So quiet, they can almost hear their hearts beatings. Khalid breaks the stillness, his cell phone rings. The ringtone of Albi Nadak, he press the phone buttons and read the message. He kept his phone back in his bag. Nourell heard the ringtone. She asks if the ringtone is from Fares, her favourite singer. Khalid nod and smile, he said to her “This song suits you well Nourell”. After that, the stillness continues until they reach Nourell rent house. Nourell thank Khalid for sending him home. Khalid smile and said with a plaintive voice, “I’m glad to be your friend Nourell, I hope you will remember me when I’m gone”. Nourell feel strange with Khalid speech, but she waives her feelings. She thinks it’s only because she does not talk much with boys other than her brother’s and Khalid.

Assignment ku~~~part 4

“and yet you call yourself his best friend?” Umar reply to Nourell complaints with the cynical tone and said “I’m not his bodyguard, why don’t ask him yourself?”
“What rubbish do you talk that way? I’m asking you where he is, and you tell me to ask him by myself? If I can find him myself, why do I need you?”Umar carve his cynical smile and pointed his finger at the back of her sister. “What?” Nourell asked him what he’s up to. She turn her face back and it hit her like a lightning beam. She almost screams because the person she’s looking for is just behind him; listen to her complaints about him. Khalid just behind her and listened all of her complained about him. She felt very embarrassed b her rudeness. Khalid just standing in front of her without any clue what to said. He also feel bad because he does not there to assist in hall preparation.
The two of them just stand still, until Umar interrupt their silent. “Why both of you, face all cover in red? hahahahaha!!!”.Umar tease them.Both of them feel bit freight, Nourell pinch her brother’s arm and Khalid punch Umar stomach slowly. Umar love teasing them. His egoistic sister and his shy friends bit strange combination, but still he loves them both with all his heart. He dares to take a bullet if someone shot either of them. Umar look at his watch and him panically scream “arrrggghh!!!I forget to submit my assignment to Mr. Ezekiel!!” It almost 4 pm, He got to submit his assignment before 4.30 pm.

Assignment ku~~~part 3

“Umar!” someone shouted his name.Umar look behind and Nourell was the one called his named.Umar is Nourell twin brother, he is at the same age as Khalid and Nourell . Umar also is a companion of Khalid.The best friends, they been through a lot together as friend. Umar get down from his bike and walk towards Nourell. Nourell ask him,”Where does Khalid been? I don’t see him around the hall today. What has he being doing at the busiest time of our university year’s?”Nourell asked Umar about Khalid with the tone of anger. Umar just shaking his head and shrug, he does not know where Khalid has been. Nourell complained to Umar “What kind of friend are you Umar?” She added her complained

Assignment ku~~~part 2

Khalid walks with fatigue; it is not surprising because he has worked throughout the day at the convocation hall. Suddenly, he encounters Nourell at the road junction across him. However, Nourell does not realize that Khalid is only behind the trees that separates the road. Nourell with her friends are talking about the convocation. Khalid picks up his cell phone and snaps a picture of Nourell without her noticing it. Only this kind of thing he can do to suppress his love for her. He have the collection of Nourell photos, he edited the photos and make it as slide show by using power point. He also added Nourell favourite song sung by her favourite artist. The song is heavenly soothing, sung by Fares. The song is in Arabic, named Albi Nadak (My hearts calling). The song is about love and separation. It matched the slide show his making just like it was destined to be with. While Khalid is making his slide show, his cell phone rings, he answers the call.
In the meantime, Nourell is making her preparation on the speech for the convocation day. She wrote it in power point, she add the slide show in her speech with some of interesting pictures. The pictures that have been took away by other students and submitted to student council for the university yearbook. Nourell is very highly enthusiastic with her work. She always dedicated with her work as the vice president of the Student Council. However,she always manage to balance her study and her responsibilty as the vice president.

Assignment ku~~~part 1

The Song

Nourell Husna Jamilah, the meaning of this name is Light of The Beautiful Kindness. The name resembles her kindness and the grace of her. She has the most beautiful eyes, perfect figure, soothing face and the kindness of the goddess. If she walks through the crowd, everybody will stare at her with all of the respect and love. In her university, she is the vice president of the student council. If she speaks, everyone in her present will stand still and be amaze with her excellent speech. Her charisma is beyond compare to any girl in her university. She was the idol of many juniors.
With her credibility, she is the most attractive person to be walk out with .However, she have no interest in love. The ego she has was vast like the ocean. She has set her mind, love is distracting her studies. In the meantime, there was a man who was deeply in love with her. Always beside her, care and gentle with her. But he is too afraid to tell her about his feeling. His name is Khalid, The President of Students Council in his University. He always tries to hide his feelings from her. Khalid afraid, he will lose her as a friend which is very regretful.
“Hah!” Khalid inhales his breath after he finished his task. The convocation day is around the corner. He looks at his watch, almost 6 pm.”Aaaarggh!!! What a day! I’m exhausted”. He walks out from the hall. Khalid meet with his acquaintances, he raise his hand and smile to them. Khalid is kind and always respect for others. He is the most dependable person when it comes to working as a group. As for that, he has been appointed to be The President of Students Council.